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I don't know what to think right now.  I still want to go to Amsterdam more that I can express, but right now it just seems so far away.  The question on my mind right now: "Is God editing my plans according to his will?"  It has been about 9 months at my current church, a church geared towards Urban Missions.  I am just throwing it out there, this may be where I'm supposed to be headed, not Europe.  However, I have a heart for Europe, but that doesn't mean I need to be there right now.  Maybe I could do three months in Amsterdam before coming home to Urban Missions.  We'll see what the future holds as time continues on.  Just throwing out the idea of change.  Sometimes writing it out makes it less scary than it is in my mind.